Leave It On The Altar

 There have been so many times that I have prayed for God to help me. I have pleaded with him to take the pain away and restore my soul. To heal my body and my finances. Knowing that He sent His son to die upon the cross for me. I have prayed for that peace that passes all understanding. I proclaim that I am a believer and try to help others with the love of God I have in my heart.  I have trusted Him to send help through one of His Angels, and show me a way to be a blessing to others.

  I have also not been patient in His power. I have taken my heart to the altar and have not trusted enough to leave it there. My faith is not what it should be toward the One who has done everything for me. There are times I try to push Gods hand, thinking I could do it better.

 What is the point of asking Him for help if we continue to try and fix everything on our own. Why can we not be patient and believe He is taking care of us and knows what is best for us. Why can we not believe that everything is done in Gods time, not our own. And, why do we allow ourselves to get so discouraged when we do not receive what we feel is best for us. We are human and God knows we will make mistakes.

 Father forgive me for my lack of faith. For not trusting you with my life, my thoughts, my health, my finances, and my dreams. Allow me another day to prove my love for you. Give me the opportunity to share your love with others. Help me to remember that any thing I talk with you about is being taken care of. You are the one who created me, who loves me more than anyone else, and the one who knows my heart. Please, do with me what You know is best, and help me accept your decisions.

  I pray that anyone reading this post will be blessed by your love. I pray that you will meet their needs and bless them with peace and happiness. I have met some very special angels on this site I pray that you will give them everything they need to be happy.  Thank You God for loving me.